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Jun. 9th, 2007 10:44 pm
watchmakers_son: (painting: homecoming night)
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The door of apartment number seven at 215 Reed Street isn't locked. Sylar rests three careful fingers on the edge and pushes it open; it moves silently, without resistance.

Completed canvases rest everywhere in the studio, on the walls, the floor, arrayed in a circle around Isaac Mendez, who's feverishly painting another one with his back turned to Sylar. It's of the two of them: Isaac on the ground in a pool of his own blood, Sylar standing above him, regarding the corpse dispassionately.

It's more than mere painting, though. He can (tick) see that. And on the floor beneath the painter's feet, as he continues to work --

Sylar freezes mid-step when he recognizes the shape to the spirals of yellow and orange.

New York, Frank Black had rasped. The explosion.

There had been truth to it, hadn't there.

Two seconds pass before he raises his eyes back to Isaac and takes another step closer, still listening.

Date: 2007-06-10 03:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
It's all color. Color color movement line contrast strokes intensity hue shading colorcolorcolor and the strange sensation of floating above it all until he comes right back down hard into the concrete and into flesh and bone and blood and reality and the world is there again, in front of him.

Isaac drops the brush.

It's still daylight and that almost hurts his eyes when he realizes he's seeing the real world again. Well, real's relative, everything he paints is real but it's not necessarily current, he's learned that, but this is real, this cramping in his hand and arm and the way his neck feels a little funny, like he needs to pop it and the ache in the back of his calves from standing for so long, canvas after canvas. He pulls the scrap of fabric from his head, letting his hair fall around his face and he pushes it back with a paint-smeared hand as he surveys what he's done. It should horrify him. Really, it is horrifying and objectively, he sees that.

But all he feels is a strange sense of completion. He wonders if this is how Eden felt when she came to him that last time, a tying up of loose ends, captured in crimson and cadmium grey and ochre. It's satisfying. He's making a good death, and the last pieces are falling into place, this is how it starts. Now all that's left is the actor on the stage. The scene's been set.

Date: 2007-06-10 03:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
The actor is here. Isaac feels the strangest sense descend over him, a sort of detachment of his own, like he's not even here anymore. He's not afraid. How can he be afraid? He knew this was coming. He knew. It's a gift, the chance to come to grips with what's about to happen, to be able to face it with dignity. Dignity is about all he has. He's done so much, he's committed so many sins. There's no telling if there is any forgiveness on the other side, but he's asked for as much of it as he can.

"You're late," Isaac finally says, turning to look at the man who is Death to him, studying him with an artist's eye. Strong brows and a wicked sort of smirk to his mouth even when he's not smirking at all, and intense, glittering eyes. Just the way he painted him. Perfect. He's done him justice.

Date: 2007-06-10 03:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
There's confidence in his step as he walks closer to Death, looking at him critically still. Maybe he made the line of his jaw too hard, a touch too tall. It's not a major flaw, but Isaac sees it all the same. In another time and place, he might notice that Death's handsome in a quirky sort of way. But even Satan can take on a pleasing shape, Isaac knows his Catechism.

"You're the one who's gonna kill me," Isaac says evenly, meeting Death's eyes calmly, clearly.

Date: 2007-06-10 04:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
Isaac shrugs a little, the movement barely perceptible, a hint of motion instead of anything defined. He's not afraid. In fact, he's trying to care. It's like he's hollow and if he's shaken too hard, he'll rattle inside. Death is trying to rattle him, but there's nothing in there yet that's come loose.

"I tried fighting the future," Isaac says, and oh, God, how much truth is there in that? He fought and railed and rallied and gave up and gave in. There's no fighting what will come. It's like trying to stop the tide. "It's too big for me. Maybe you can do better."

Date: 2007-06-10 04:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
Death is mocking him, ever so slightly, but he has something he wants. Isaac thinks for a moment of a snatch of poetry--because I could not stop for Death, he kindly stopped for me--recited in a child's sing-song in his mind, but he clears it and focuses. Too much detachment won't let him have a good death, and that's his focus now, it has to be.

"They stop you," he explains, "and you die."

Date: 2007-06-10 05:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
Isaac flinches and his mind scatters like dandelion seeds blown into the wind. What can he do what can he do what can he do? The gun. There's the gun on the table, the one that Bennet left, the one that he used to destroy everything, the one tool of darkness that he can't let go. He turns, thinking about going for it and his hand moves before he can decide what to do. He just acts.

So much for making a good death. This is a struggle waiting to happen.

Date: 2007-06-10 05:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
Isaac's head whips around, following the gun's path. It moved. It moved and he didn't touch it, no-one did. He turns to look at Death, and realises: this is the moment. It's pregnant and heavy and Isaac knows this is all there is to his last moments. The chill of his studio and the smell of the paint, the turpentine and treated canvas, the vague hum of electricity and the noises of the city outside, all of these things are the last things he will ever know. And he's ready. He's ready.

Date: 2007-06-10 05:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
It takes a moment for the pain to start in earnest, to really register, and all of a sudden, it's there in a rush, white hot and burning, a lemon-dill-bleach-vomit taste in his mouth. So he does the only thing he can do: he cries out. He's laying there, stretched out like Christ on the cross--forgive me Father, for I have sinned, through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault--and he can't keep silent in the fact of that sort of pain. The cries turn into something resembling words, and a moment later, he remembers English, too. "It's already gone!"

Date: 2007-06-10 05:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
Isaac's breathing hard, and he licks his lips, struggling to keep his voice steady. "I've seen enough of the future. I don't need to watch it happen," he says, coughing a little, feeling like he can't breathe. It's all threatening to drown him and he struggles, struggles, struggles, as if his efforts might purify him, even though he knows it won't. It can't. There's no absolution, none.

"I've wasted my life, destroyed everything good that ever came to me. At least I did one good thing before I died." He doesn't know if it's enough. Maybe it never could be. But he tried, doesn't that count, doesn't it?

Date: 2007-06-10 08:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
Isaac makes a keening, choked sound like a wounded animal. Maybe he is a wounded animal. He's being crucified with the only tools he could trust. There's irony there. He doesn't notice it, but it's there.

The pain wells up, a tidal wave of visceral red, red he could never, ever capture (not that he'll ever get the chance now), cadmium red and naphthol red and quinacridone red and red oxide and colors he doesn't even know, blends and cocktails that he wishes he could have used somewhere, somewhere. The detachment is starting to set in; the pain is too great for his body to handle, and his brain is just pulling away, drifting away. It's almost a relief. It means relief is coming, anyway. The angel of death is on his way, Gabriel, the Left Hand of God. There's no escaping his sword, and Isaac hopes for it. It's what he's been chasing all these years, after all.

"You can't fight the future," Isaac rasps.

Date: 2007-06-10 09:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
Isaac's head lolls. He meant to shake it, but this is the best he can manage. His body isn't responding the way it ought to, and that should scare him. Instead, he just lets it go. "It's all right. I finally know my part in all of this. To die here with you," he says in a low voice, looking up at Death's face with wide eyes, his pupils dilated, blown out, ringed with hazel. There's almost a sort of kindness in their depths. Death doesn't know what's coming for him; Isaac at least knows.

"But not before I show them how to kill you..." he continues, breathing heavily. "And stop the bomb. I finally get to be a hero." He hears Eden's voice ringing in the last, in those words. She told him to be a hero for her. And now he is. She's gone, and Simone's gone, and now he'll be gone, all gone, all fall down, ashes, ashes, ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

The blood is pooling under his arms and legs, hot and sticky and staining the floor like paint, and he's just staring up at Death, waiting. Death doesn't know what he's doing, he thinks. Death can't know. No-one knows the future, no-one but him, and he has this intense calm about it. He's the pascal lamb, the sacred feast. He's giving himself up to the salvation of the world, a hero at last. It's all he wanted, and in the end, it's all he has. Maybe his own blood will finally wash away his sins.

Confiteor Deo omnipotenti, beatæ Mariæ semper Virgini, his lips forming the words, but he can't get them out, he can only think them, bits and pieces of a dying confession.

Date: 2007-06-10 09:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viridian-hue.livejournal.com
The last words Isaac's lips ever form are a mea maxima culpa that turn into a long, drawn out scream. He didn't want to scream. He didn't want to lose that calm. He wanted to be a worthy sacrifice. But Christ cried out from the cross and Isaac's screams turn into a liquid gurgle.

Death throes. These are death throes. His body strains, heaves, struggles, protests the dimming of the light. Put out the light and then put out the light, but once put out thy light, I cannot give it vital growth again...

And then, that's it. That's all of him. All of his blood and his passion and his hopes and his pain, all of his fears and his needs and his love and his efforts. It's all spilling across the floor, spilling out of his head like an overturned chalice, blood for the world outpoured. The world goes white, blindingly white, white as the Virgin's mantel, white as the Magedelene's ointment jar, white as the Lamb's coat. White, white white white white...

...and then he's gone. Silent, still. Gone.

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