Gabriel Gray (
watchmakers_son) wrote2007-10-17 10:13 pm
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Milliways lake area, October 19th
Dusk's settling over the lake. It's been much colder lately, but Sylar's aware of it as a distance: objective observation rather than subjective experience.
He wears his coat anyway. It's a comfortable weight, an extra layer of protection over his stomach.
And for once, apparently, the forge is occupied.
"Zuko."
He wears his coat anyway. It's a comfortable weight, an extra layer of protection over his stomach.
And for once, apparently, the forge is occupied.
"Zuko."
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But it's still more than Zuko can accomplish.
(And there is more, as he quickly sifts through more names he gleaned from Suresh's list, wondering --
(He has more to do now. Greater works. The smaller ones can come after.)
"There are so many others here who have talents like you and I."
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He goes silent, brooding and irritated now. "I have a teacher. The problem is -- he stopped teaching." It's time to pretend to be average Earth Kingdom peasants. That means never making fire dance under his fingertips.
But--
That's peace, isn't it? That's what uncle wants, and Zuko (resents) can't stop him from getting it.
"It's complicated."
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"And your ability." Quiet, almost shading into amused at the edges. "Is it truly that weak, that you cannot teach yourself? Change on your own?"
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"It's not like that. IT's forms and moves and disciplines. Secrets of unlocking power. A guide -- makes it that much easier. Where I am, without my guide--"
He shakes his head.
"It's not a matter of strength," insistent "it's a matter of knowing where to look to learn. Uncle could devise patterns of qi in the swirl of tea leaves in his cup."
He is not that --
Strong.
Dammit.
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"I had a guide as well, when I began."
His eyes are blank, face completely impassive. A second passes before he inclines his head.
"Well," he amends. "In a manner of speaking." Sylar's gaze ticks away, briefly, then returns to Zuko. "They can show you paths that are incorrect, Zuko; ones that don't work. And they'll never realize it.
"It's part of mankind's destiny to evolve: to forge its own path, diverting from ones that have been laid down before. If you're that unhappy with yours..."
He leans in, the last words dropping to a low hiss.
"Then listen, and look around you, and change it."
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It's time for you to look inward, and begin asking yourself the big questions! Who are you, and what do you want?
"It is not that simple," he says, looking away, eyes on some point in the middle distance, seeing someone who is not here.
Leave it behind.
"I don't have that answer yet. Those questions are still -- being asked." He is evolving; Sylar looks upon a person in that delicate state of flux, at the crossroads of destiny.
Does he stay, the perfect nephew, the son-that-was-lost-and-was-returned? Lu Ten's replacement-- never good enough to be the original-- but-- but--
"We'll have to see what happens when the door opens. But for now," he glances over, and then fetches the bucket he'd brought out here to drench himself with, "You have learned what you can. But you need to be stronger. You don't know your own limbs. Maybe practicing with your flesh instead of with your fire might help you. You cannot neglect one strength; you never know when it might fail you."
Or when it might be the least important thing in the world; firebending does nothing when day is black like night, but a pair of swords in skilled hands do not care how bright the sun shines.
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Especially when tied into the less common strengths.
Nevertheless, there's a mild, mocking disdain in the upturn to his lips, and the nod he gives Zuko is rather disingenuous. "And I suppose I should wish you luck in finding your own strength," he says. "If you can."
He turns, and begins the walk back to Milliways.
(It's somewhat slower than when he first came outside. He still aches, more than he'd care to admit, from the session.)
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Milliways, in general, has made him stronger.
"Don't forget your end of the bargain," he calls after.
The strength that is genetics and science. He will want those. He will want to understand. But--
Not now. There are other things now; walking back to the forge to put things away, to close it up for the night (till Ryan inevitably musses it up), to find the dogs and to go and to run, and --
--and to think.
Think a lot.